Juan Thing Remains

Dalawang linggo ko na ring naririnig ang mga ingay na iyon. Mali, pangatlo na yata. Maingay, masakit at nakakatakot. Ito na marahil ang aking ikahuling taon sa pwesto kong ito. Pumalahaw man ako, mangiyak at magmatigas, ’di ko pa rin sila kaya. Wala akong laban. Dapat masaya ako, nagampanan ko na ang alituntuning matagal ko nang pinanghahawakan. *** Mahal ko naman kayo. Kayong lahat. Nuong mga bata nga kayo, laging ako ang kasama ninyo. ’Di naman ako makatanggi. Ikaw, Nening, naaalala mo pa ba nung ika’y aking natulungan sa oras ng kagipitan sa laro niyo noon? ”Bamsak” kung tawagin ninyo. Nagagalak ako matapos mong mataya ang kaibigan mong si Undadin, dahil mandaraya sya, sabi mo. Etong si Undadin, tanda ko pa nuong nagsapakan kayo ni Felix dahil sa ”Pogs”, kinutusan mo siya kasi mandaraya siya. Doble pamato, sabi mo. Ako ang una mong pinuntahan noon. Takbo mo’y kasimbilis ng dyet pleyn kasi gusto mong makasakay doon. Napansin ko yung mukha mong binalat-ahas na sa u

We are now becoming different social human beings. Human beings can read, speak and perform any kinds of communication. Then followed by comprehension. With or without these abilities doesn't mean we do not belong. Sometimes, instincts, guessing on actions and just allowing yourself to do what your heart wants really can bring you into it. The rest is just history. "No man is an island" A very common and overrated statement. Everybody needs somebody. Yeah, sure we do. Regards to the quantity or quality. To cope, to connect, to intercommunicate, to feel the world, to express, to love, to live a life with and do anything, anywhere and anytime. Another thing is, who are they to us. "We met for a reason, either you're a blessing or a lesson." Either way, interacting with the same species made the "world". Nowadays, with the help of technology, where we can do unlimited activities, seems to seriously make a great change. Media sites or e

Nakaraang mga araw, mala-pugon na init mula sa sinag ng araw at init ng ulo ang naranasan ng madla. Bakas sa mga balat kong inuling na sa itim, utak kong nagnanais ng limang-beses-sa-isang-araw na pagligo at pagtampisaw sa malamig-lamig na tubing sa gripo. Pagsapit ng tanghali, tumatagaktak ang pawis at nakalilkha ito ng mala-mapang imahe sa ating mga kasuotan, lalo na sa bandang kili-kili. Madalas na maririnig, makikita at mababasa ang mga katagang "ang ineeet", "sobrang init", "waaahhh... ligo mode" at ang bukod tanging "Gusto kong mag-swimming!!" Ramdam ng marami ang sinasabi ng mga eksperto. Global warming o Climate change, ika nga nila. Dahil daw sa malawakang pagputol ng puno't pagsunog nito. Kaya daw nagiging mainit ay dahil nakakalbo ang kagubatan at bulubundukin sa iba't ibang panig ng mundo, pagbuga ng mga nakasusulasok na kemikal galing sa mga pabrika at pumapaimbabaw sa kaulapan at bumubutas sa Ozone layer. Saan ba gawa a

Maybe they're there. Hiding under my dull brain, wandering and roaming seamlessly. There was a foggy dark cloud surrounding them. Electric shocks entangled me, giving an instant shiver. Perhaps I'm wrong, I've taken the road. The other road. Regrets may flood but I'm standing still. Firm on my feet, I let them fly away. Maybe I'm a little odd, but that's my thing. I never tried reminiscing again. It adds more vehement pain. Now I'm sitting under glimmering diamonds. Ruling my own kingdom. Unbreakable and indestructibly hostile. Opposing many of you. I'm trying to fill the emptiness but melancholy was found, solely. I took another step, away from all of you. I never realized the road was broken. I can't find my way back. Heat surfaced my face. I lay there writhing in agony.